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Poem: Mr Confidence

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This is a poem about the Journey of Confidence. Most of us can relate to second guessing yourself, even if your life is full of validation and what others see as success. Its about our own journeys of transformation and learning that beauty is an internal light.

Mr. Confidence

I met Mr. Confidence the other day,

I looked at his reflection and walked away

I left behind the handsome face

Hoping the image would stay that way

As I walked through the door, he disappeared

Leaving me breathless, filled with fear

What if they see the man that I am?

Vulnerable, wise, a fool

Who was I, that Mr. Confidence showed his face?

I’m just an average guy, with average ways

Beauty is in the eye of the beholder;

Only if the beholder holds their own beauty

What will I need to have my cup filled up; a stare,

an advance, an unwavering glance?

Will he show up, when I need him the most

Or will he disappear when I’m on my own

How will I be the man of my dreams?

When I can’t see myself as others see me

What will I do to fall in love with you?

Send a picture; write you a letter, a poem or two

What will I do to get over you?

When your reflection of me, is all about you!

Carl Meadows

April 4, 2011

Poem: A Moment with You

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A Poem about Friendship: A Friend is a moment and a friendship is many moments ~ Carl Meadows

A Moment with You

A friend is a moment in time, the one directly staring at you

Lost in being needed; the ache of wondering

You pulled me to the edge with our fingers locked; the chasm was steep

Fear of falling left me weightless, but you were there

The truth was somewhere, beyond the vast landscape of my thoughts

Searching for signs of permanence would be futile

Courage pulled me forward; I wanted to trust I wouldn’t fall

Pounding heart, swirling mind, I began to drift

Was cavernous space and distance my life lesson to master?

Fear of closeness my nemesis

The memory of belonging to something, disappeared a lifetime ago

Comfort came in images shaped by prairie clouds, mesmerized with ephemeral visions of realness

Standing on the edge, a truth emerged

There was never a “you”; we only ever had a moment and it touched me

Carl Meadows

November 6, 2014